training and training, soo sooooooo tired.
I was falling
down the kitchen stair and got my leg under me..thank god the
chiropractor was there and emediatelly came with ice for my feet,
thank god nothing was broken!
Tired and lot
o f pain!!!!
We will pay a
fortune for a scale *S*!
It is no
holiday here.......it is so hard just to walk to the barn with the
gym just less than one kilometer, many times every day!
5 may 2010
to do extra and extra training......every part of our body
In the late
evening we took Mattias on a late walk.......It was even worse for
him to do all this training....but he is a fantastic guy and I wich
him all the best...I see so much of Jonnie my youngest son in him
We were still
second pair from the top, Hurray!!
asked us all to send them home as they now know that they are
expecting a baby and would like to go home to their familys to tell
We were the second Best coule....one
more week to go. Such terrible and hard work and we hate it but we
will do it!!!
12 may 2010
13 may 2010
Thursdays and the elimination, it is sooo exciting to go on the
scale and I love to be standing there. So proud to have such luck in
life to come to this program and I am never afraid to be sent home
as I know that I can do this now and I want to show the whole world
that I took this last chance for me to get a healthier life, I can do
it this time, and I believe in myself!!
Rune -2,6 and
I -1,9, not bad but not enough to stay above the yellow line, we
were there together with the pink ladies.
that Jessica told us that WE will be the one that decide wich one of
us in the team that will be sent home...One from each team.....If
the other competitors got the choice they immediately have said good
bye to Rune as he is such a hard opponent. No one saw me as a threat
in this "game" Not even I!!!!
We were so
sure about that I was going home and I was happy to come back and
meet our dogs and especially Jonnie again.
But just then
we did not think about that we wasn't allowed to keep contact at all
and don't talk in phone...this was the most terrible of all but we
did not think about that just then.....! After a quick goodbye only
in front of the cameras (terrible) Sofia from pink team and I was
taken to a hotel in Enköping........I called home to many people at
once...SOOOOOOO good to just talk in your own phone....! I talked
for may hours and put the TV on at the hotel room, such a luxury!!
I had 7
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bags to carry to the train, and Sofia had some
really heavy so we decide to take a cab to the railwaystation.
driver ask me where I came from and when I told him that I have been
at Biggest Loser Sweden he said...Ooooo the place for all very heavy
people (and he was really big by himself). Yes I said, and he ask if
I was one from the tv team...Oh no I said I am one of the
contestants.......he just look strange at me and drive away?????
Ok.....I have only lost -8,9 kg and I might start to look a bit
smaller????????????????????? Or? Hope so, I feel so much better
It was like a
joke to carry and drag 7 bags and suitcases by my self and to change
bus three times....people look at me when I drop my bags al the time and they
probably thought it was a tv program or something because this was
almost impossible to handle.
At the bus
stop in Götene Jenny and Daddy was there to meet me......Daddy look
very strange at me and my bags before he found out that it was his
mummy that was back home again. Jonnie and Eva and Arne came with
flowers and Roy came with cake and smörgåstårta and more sweet
15 may 2010
19 may 2010
20 may 2010
92,3, and my Birthday!
No idea what happend to Rune
today but he was still there for one more week as he did not call
for me to bring him home. Hate when he is gone and want him home.....But
at the same time I want him to stay until the end!!!
22 may 2010
26 may 2010
27 may 2010
I want Rune
home, but I want him to stay too, as I know he is the best!!!
in the evening to check who is going home and about 21.30 I got
answer at Mattias mobile phone, oh noooo I wanted him to stay at the
castle much longer!!!
I got some
news about Rune from Mattias, but could just think that it is at
least 7 days until I can meet him again (I felt sorry for that, but
was happy at the same time that he is still there). Mixed
Gym at 9.00
and then training, and out walking as every day now just to make
time pass faster.
Hard to sleep
in the night just thinking and thinking how Rune feel.
29 may 2010
to Österbybruk with Princess and Jill. Princess became Nr 4 BIS
Puppy and Jill won the Group!
Jenny and I
drive back to Österbybruk to be there in BIS with Jill in the
afternoon....it was such a loooong way and took almost 6 hours to go
there. We passed Ekolsund Castle and I missed Rune even more than
before. We try to see some of the teams and of course we were
looking so much for a ORANGE jacket, but did not see anyone at all.
I showed Jenny where we have been walking around in the area close
to the castle.
for Jill in BIS and a terrible long way back home and away from my
I want him
home NOW, but of course I want him to stay until the end of the
competition too.....! This is hard.
Up early Core
Bas 8.30 continue with Body Vive 9.20 then back home and worked in
the garden. Have to keep my self busy all time so I don't miss Rune